Posted Jan 17, 2011
So it turns out I’m sick.. AGAIN! Got another infection thanks to badly controlled D.. AGAIN! Been queasy and exhausted all weekend and figured it was time to visit the doc this afternoon. I cant express enough how much I HATE those visits..all the checks and tests, not only are they humiliating physically but the way you are made to feel like a kid who hasn’t brushed his teeth. “You could have prevented this cavity you know!” Those bastards have no idea how hard it is to control D and live any sort of a normal life too. So I’m pumped full of drugs and given strict instructions on how to be D-obsessed. I even have my first endo appointment in almost 2 years in a couple of days. It will last a few weeks until the depression that the obsession causes gets too much and I let it slide AGAIN… and get sick.. AGAIN.
Wheres that big pile of drugs that will make it GO AWAY?? We put millions of dollars into making phones smaller and travel faster but we cant get a damn pancreas to work.
Just a big ball of frustrated right now….AGAIN!!!
Posted by Renee Deguara on 17th Jan, 2011